Quasimodo and La Esmeralda (Fictitious piece of the reaction of Quasimodo learning the death of La Esmeralda)


Colliding in emotions, feeling maddened and tremendously touched by that dark moment, I lead my path near a lake, brightening my way in the light of conscience, head-down, broken-hearted and lonely. The wind becomes my beloved desire and its caressing capacity the sole warmth in that clumsy winter night deluded in pain. I elaborate in thoughts her presence in that cold night, the gibbet that dislocated my tenderness, removed the smile in my eyes, and condemned my soul in reclusion. I swore to my inner self what happened to love and being loved and rejoice, rejoice she is yours. My hands trembling in sentiment and numbed in the cold wind of the night, shook my head right and left yearning my skull to dissolve in nothingness. The lake intensified its voice directing the wind, its Sagittarius arrow descending the sky as a thief in the night blowing me down and boom…a collapse was heard. My feet couldn’t bear no more the walk, neither the nerves wanted obedience, at last resting in the wet night grass, lying and facing the stars with watery eyes. I love you La Esmeralda roared the sky; the lion of desperation came out of my mouth. It is me Quasimodo.

The Silent Leader

An ordinary person emerges in the early hours of morning, patiently walks and inhales breaths of fresh air, and on occasion takes a short stop exhales and stares in the horizon and a repeating question circles is in his/her thoughts. “Will there ever be progress?”

It is the question of the Silent Leader, captivated by nature’s beauty, drawn to the thoughts of his mentors, remembering the lessons of his youth, fixating on change to come. He/She is attracted by the concept of justice, of being a fair judge and hearing the other side “Audi alteram partem”.

Oh prudent leader, will you stay tacit and remain a silent leader? Your internals boil with desire to transform the existing system, to restore the faith of your people and renew their commitment. Your heart is filled with emotion and compassion to reflow healing and mend the broken hearts from the inequity.

Oh sagacious leader, will you be there for them? In difficult times, the people’s voices pierce the sky, echoing the earth’s core demanding the rights of each other, the freedoms they have lost, justice for crimes committed against them.

Awaken and arise!

Observations of learning a new language

I’m not a linguist by profession and neither do I claim to be an expert or that I have all the information ready in front of me. My language learning desire is what motivates me in approaching and exploring new languages. It is a path I have chosen enticed by the thrill of language discovery, starting with a passion of acquiring new words, memorizing local phrases, reading short sentences or stories and triggering cute laughter of the audience by my newbie pronunciation of the foreign tongues. At the end of the day, it is the practice that creates the desired outcome.
Simone Weil , a French philosopher was self-driven and at the age by 12 was proficient in Ancient Greek and after reading the Bhagavad Gita learned Sanskrit. What was her driving force that drove her to deeply immerse herself in language learning? The tendency of the initial observer is to classify her as a genius and claim that the average person can never be able to succeed in the same matter and I do understand their skepticism. Nonetheless, there are a couple of observations that I think can explain this deep desire on language learning.

  1. Language learning requires a curious mind. Simone Weil was a curious mind with an ability to perceive the word differently and it is not the purpose of this article to indulge further and analyze her principles or theories. The part that I like to extract and focus is curiosity. It is the curiosity that drives kids to learn new languages as their brains are wired to process all that information while having fun and enjoying being a kid. It is the same process that I applied at 12 years old where I binged in Italian TV shows and films and found myself speaking the language of Michelangelo, in the region of Apulia in Southern Italy with no formal language class preparation. This outcome is not unusual across the Albanian population which to this day in large numbers speaks Italian.
  2. Language learning can be improved by establishing a good habit. By creating a good habit as Charles Duhigg emphasizes with his book “The Power of Habit“, and disciplining myself in practicing a targeted language I’m building the excellence needed to language proficiency.
    “We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.” – Will Durant. Malcolm Gladwell as well in his book “Outliers” brings the 10000-Hour Rule that if a person practiced 10000 hours in a specific task it can lead to achievement and in the topic of languages this translates to fluency.
  3. Language learning requires patience. Patience is a virtue. One way to explain it is that the greatest things in life require time. It takes time for a tree to grow and display its beauty and the same way by exhibiting patience we value our learning and are capable to map out our plan and execute it successfully with good habits. Our dedication and commitment joined with patience will drive us to grow and display our language skills to others.
  4. Accept that in language learning you will make mistakes. Did you just state “Je mange du poisson” or “Je mange du poison”, your French professor might ask and then chuckle for a minute or two. You might not have realized and your pronunciation indicated that you are eating poison and not fish and that can be any of us speaking French. Expect to make mistakes and they are the best way to learn and improve. Although you can use the IPA (International Phonetic Alphabet), there is a need to practice a conversation and making mistakes is part of the journey. Invite a friend and practice conversations in the new language or even hire a tutor and explain to him/her your vision and desire to become proficient.

Language acquisition sites

There are 7097 languages spoken today, as per Ethnologue, and foreign language acquisition has been a topic of interest and my hobby for some time. Sir Richard Francis Burton, the English translator of the “Arabian Nights” learned and spoke 29 different languages; Cardinal Giuseppe Mezzofanti spoke more than 30 languages and there are many other polyglots which can inspire and motivate us to consider learning a new language and with the vast resources available in the internet this is much closer to our reach.
Babbel, a language learning website based in Germany is a great tool to experience and practice learning a foreign language, if you can afford a subscription. I do enjoy using the application, when I have at least half an hour to concentrate where I learn new words, review existing ones, complete conversations, improve my comprehension and practice pronounciation. Nonetheless, there are many other resources as Duolingo which are free, and can teach you even constructed languages as High Valyrian (spoken at Game of Thrones series), Klingon (spoken at Star Trek series). On the downside, I’m limited on my ability to jump from one section to the next which Babbel allows.
Another great application that you can use is LingQ by Steve Kaufmann which helps with foreign language acquisition with reading content and looking up words or phrases and reviewing your saved words. This requires a paid subscription to use it to its full capabilities which can be an investment if you decide to go this route.
Memrise which uses science, fun and community is a great site for reviewing words and learning them. It is a pleasant site and there is a subscription to go pro.
Last but not least, Anki is a software that will assist you in remembering words or phrases using flashcards and it is free. You can create your own Anki decks or you can download existing ones from the community and practice and memorize the words and phrases.

Give and pay it forward

During my first undergraduate year at St. Mary’s College in Orchard Lake, MI, as I was eating in the cafeteria, a Catholic priest(very likely of the Franciscan order) approached me and we started a friendly conversation. After a few minutes and as I was about to depart, he asked where the bookstore was located and expressed his willingness to purchase my school books for the semester. I was so happy and to this day I remember this special moment and do not forget his kind act of benevolence.
The concept of giving is not a new concept and even religious scriptures as the Bible refer to it “Give, and it shall be given unto you…”(Luke 6:38). Various speakers as Tony Robbins highlight the importance that giving made in their lives. “The secret to living is giving” and I was inspired and challenged myself to practice giving more for at least one year which changed my perspective and life for the better.
The first thing that I realized is that you become more connected with the people around you and the energy of giving changes and transforms you. You realize that you become kinder in life, and it removes negative thoughts and it feels you with happiness. The second thing that happens is that giving changes your perspective on life which is nourished more from an abundance concept rather than a scarcity mindset as author Adam Grant wrote in his book of Give and Take: “By default, givers start by viewing people as bloomers.”
As Johann Wolfgang von Goethe stated: “The way you see people is the way you treat them, and the way you treat them is what they become”. And in this way giving cures you from selfishness and activates in you the desire to help others, plus you are changing someone’s life by giving freely.
It is a small act of kindness, a “Butterfly Effect” which starts small, grows and manifests itself many times to the others.
The third thing is that when you give freely you will receive and the best way to explain it is that in order to receive, you must first give it away which sounds contradictory in the first place. Nonetheless, life will surprise you and in those moments you will be thankful. Therefore give more and pay it forward.